The Happs...

Well, I've been pretty sick for the last week. I only went to work last week once. Over the weekend I got a cold that Todd had. All week I fought a 101 temperature and a really bad cough. Sucked to be me....we both saw our Internal Doctor and were put on antibiotics that we both finished today. Todd is doing great now and I'm not far behind. I'm still fighting a cough though. I go back to work Monday.

I'm still enjoying my vampire books! A good book is always a great escape and I always enjoy going!!! : )

Nothing more for now.

until next time...ciao

Follow up

March 8th I had my follow up appointment with my Doctor. I was advised that I have healed nicely and we can start trying again in approximately 4 months.

We aren't sure if we are ready to "try again" yet. This has been more emotional then we had thought. I'm still trying not to get upset when I see babies or pregnant women. We are taking things one day at a time. But we do talk about trying again.

The doctor said that miscarriage happens to 30-40% of pregnancies. And that the next time I should have a healthy pregnancy and baby. So we'll see.

I went back to work today...1st time since we were told we miscarried. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. More emotional than I thought it would be. When I got there I started to cry...not in front of any one....just an emotional outburst...no idea where it came from or why I cried. Then I calmed down and the rest of the day went fine...except for a few people that hadn't been told who asked how the baby was...and a few that wanted to say sorry to me...sometimes its overwhelming to talk about over and over again...I did my best.

I don't get back on the phones until tomorrow...so all in all it was a relaxing day. I do wish I had one more day to adjust...but maybe it will be good to just jump in.

Thank goodness tomorrow is Friday!!! Then at least I'll have the weekend to relax no matter how tomorrow goes.....

I found out that the next book to a series I've been reading called Evernight (vampires of course) isn't coming out until spring 2010!!! I can't wait!!! Seems like forever!!! But I'll live.....I'm currently reading the Vampire Diaries...its a lot of fun to get lost in and since Todd will have friends over to watch Golf on the flat screen this weekend...reading is what I'll be doing. ; )

more entries to come....

Healing...

I have been feeling some pain since the DNC so my Dr has put me on antibiotics and short term disability through April 8th....then its back to work and life!

I have also found a support group and the first meeting is April 22nd. As much as I try to tell myself, I'm not over this by a long shot. I do try the most to keep a positive outlook...but its really really hard....

Todd has been wonderful! Very supportive and comforting...he keeps reminding me of his vows.."in sickness and in health" he says...followed by how much he loves me. I couldn't ask for more in a husband....as corny as that sounds..lol...its totally true!

Once I'm back in the real world with the rest of you...I'll have something to post again...stay tuned...